Whoah, my first ever post and proud, anyway im laura, i guess to start off im gonna tell you the keys things about my life, i have 2 brothers, and i was stuck in a love fiasco, this is my story
One wednesday morning in february/march 2009(cant remember) it was a competition at school, i sat and watched the contestants bored out of my mind, then as a boys hands cradled the keys of the black piano, i found myself falling for him, i didnt know his name, i had hardly ever seen his face but my heart was warm and beating too fast for words, anway a few days later i found out that his name was Christopher Dando, sweet name isnt it. lol. weeks past, then i got his e-mail address through bebo, as months past we became really close as freinds, we would share secrets all the time, it felt like he knew me so well, oh btw, i have never spoken in person to him, im far too shy, i think he is too, lol, as moths went on he left my school !!! i was told on the phone by a friend, and i was crying soo much, to never see his face again was a burden! he said he hated it at that school, so decided to come back (Oh he left because of some idiot called Richard Davies!!) he decided to face his fears!! so what happened between march and february2010(the moth he came back, well, in december, we stayed up the whole of xmas eve just talking to each other, it was an unforgettable experiance, in january, i sent an e-mail saying exactly how i felt about him, he was shocked just like me, my heart was heavy and my breath was light, he never responded with how he felt, until a few weeks later he said he was falling in love with me, it is and still is the best news i had/have ever heard in my life, IT LASTED 2 DAYS! he said he was very busy. sob sob. everyday i think about him, i really try to forget, but i think i still have feelings for him, because i get upset all the time :'( , so my question to you is, have you ever felt as craptascticular as me, and love shoudnt get you down
thanx for reading love you x x x
One wednesday morning in february/march 2009(cant remember) it was a competition at school, i sat and watched the contestants bored out of my mind, then as a boys hands cradled the keys of the black piano, i found myself falling for him, i didnt know his name, i had hardly ever seen his face but my heart was warm and beating too fast for words, anway a few days later i found out that his name was Christopher Dando, sweet name isnt it. lol. weeks past, then i got his e-mail address through bebo, as months past we became really close as freinds, we would share secrets all the time, it felt like he knew me so well, oh btw, i have never spoken in person to him, im far too shy, i think he is too, lol, as moths went on he left my school !!! i was told on the phone by a friend, and i was crying soo much, to never see his face again was a burden! he said he hated it at that school, so decided to come back (Oh he left because of some idiot called Richard Davies!!) he decided to face his fears!! so what happened between march and february2010(the moth he came back, well, in december, we stayed up the whole of xmas eve just talking to each other, it was an unforgettable experiance, in january, i sent an e-mail saying exactly how i felt about him, he was shocked just like me, my heart was heavy and my breath was light, he never responded with how he felt, until a few weeks later he said he was falling in love with me, it is and still is the best news i had/have ever heard in my life, IT LASTED 2 DAYS! he said he was very busy. sob sob. everyday i think about him, i really try to forget, but i think i still have feelings for him, because i get upset all the time :'( , so my question to you is, have you ever felt as craptascticular as me, and love shoudnt get you down
thanx for reading love you x x x
life is a bitch. a really mean bitch.
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