It's been a while hasn't it

My Joker, my jester, my god forsaken clown
The reason why the twilight comes
As i wear my hollow crown


So many things have changed since i spoke long ago.
I thought of many dreams
nightmares from below

A hardship engraved in a token of embelishment
A quizzicle pacifier
is the riddle for my torment

I think of many rhymes, i think of many words
I think of what my life will bring
as i am the hollow blackbird

I just thought of each line and just wrote it, my plea for you is,

If you want something, grab it with both hands
Rip up peoples remarks
and throw them in the sands

Because you are all that matters
And you count for all
March beside Lucifer

Be brave little girl!

Awaken from the eternal- for Kosta :) helped me so much

As i wandered for the eternal
my ankles bitten and caught
A passion for poison wire
Or so my soul thought

My heart entwined
with harpischord playing
the rustling of dead roses
For what are they gaining?

Four dreams and a dreamcaster
his violin for a friend
capturing the melody
will this nightmare ever end?

he punctured the rhythm
but savoured the rhyme
he held out his hand
to grasp his hand in mine

We danced on the lake
to see our loves reflection
encased by the water lillies
the perfect connection

The future of Laura Valentine

The following, are my goals in life:

Stay on until 6th form

Work in english(teach, author, poet)

Marry, and be devoted to my partner forever and always, no divorcing!

But a property in Thailand or Japan, the places there are so beautiful, the floors are transparent, so you can see the water underneath, , and the ceiling above is made of glass, what coulbe better than resting with ur beloved under the stars

Have children, i dont want to die without them, thats what women were put on this Earth to do, i even have the perfect names, Jennifer and Leon.

Die next to my partner, the person i spent every loving moment with throughout my days, i want to be buried, not cremated, so thats a warning for you

My darling angel

This is quite a picture, it is one of my favourites, it is also a very popular picture amongst people, one more thing, i have decided to put my poems on here, thought it might let u grasp who i am as a person, also one last thing, gonna put my alter ego up here (Autumn De Luca)

The present of Laura Valentine

The day is saturday, the weather is cold but thats how i like it, i guess in this update, is basically where i stand, so how about i start off with friends


Roisin- Good listener, easy to talk to, has good taste in clothes and music, and can relate to me at most times, lets call her the sister from the second life, if you were to trust anyone with anything, this is the person. XD-l.o.v.e y.o.u l.o.t.s j.e.l.l.y t.o.t.s XD


Lauren- probably my first ever friend, we were best friends in nursery/reception, she is a good talker, smart, another person who can relate to me, had a few fights with her, but who doesnt have fights? I cant thank her enough for being so nice to me, trying to cheer me up, so love you loads

Ted- really does have the fun factor, he is definitely a people person, who can make any situation a laugh, he is the smartest and most interesting boy i know, and i really have all my confidence with him, thanx ted :) :) :)

Chris- probably been through the most, out of all my friends, he is very deep, and i couldnt imagine my life without his existense, he is funny, my ex-boyfriend, but has the most gentle and warmest nature you could imagine, and out of everyone he relates to me the most
thanx my 'wicked' friend

the history of laura valentine

Whoah, my first ever post and proud, anyway im laura, i guess to start off im gonna tell you the keys things about my life, i have 2 brothers, and i was stuck in a love fiasco, this is my story

One wednesday morning in february/march 2009(cant remember) it was a competition at school, i sat and watched the contestants bored out of my mind, then as a boys hands cradled the keys of the black piano, i found myself falling for him, i didnt know his name, i had hardly ever seen his face but my heart was warm and beating too fast for words, anway a few days later i found out that his name was Christopher Dando, sweet name isnt it. lol. weeks past, then i got his e-mail address through bebo, as months past we became really close as freinds, we would share secrets all the time, it felt like he knew me so well, oh btw, i have never spoken in person to him, im far too shy, i think he is too, lol, as moths went on he left my school !!! i was told on the phone by a friend, and i was crying soo much, to never see his face again was a burden! he said he hated it at that school, so decided to come back (Oh he left because of some idiot called Richard Davies!!) he decided to face his fears!! so what happened between march and february2010(the moth he came back, well, in december, we stayed up the whole of xmas eve just talking to each other, it was an unforgettable experiance, in january, i sent an e-mail saying exactly how i felt about him, he was shocked just like me, my heart was heavy and my breath was light, he never responded with how he felt, until a few weeks later he said he was falling in love with me, it is and still is the best news i had/have ever heard in my life, IT LASTED 2 DAYS! he said he was very busy. sob sob. everyday i think about him, i really try to forget, but i think i still have feelings for him, because i get upset all the time :'( , so my question to you is, have you ever felt as craptascticular as me, and love shoudnt get you down
thanx for reading love you x x x