We Differ Our Wants From Needs.

Blue Streaks. Green Streaks. Snake Bites. Spider Bites. Les Paul. Rainbow Collection Of Skinny Jeans, Nail Polish And Converse. Dante's Cosplay Outfit. Bedhead At My Feet. And A Large Supply Of Chipsticks, Lollypops,Ruffles.

These Are Things I Want.

For 15 Months I wanted Something Without Realising It Was Already With Me.

I Miss You, And Love When Your Here. Your Eyes Full Of Wisdom, Your Arms, For Protection And Someone I need Not Want Forever.

Realisation Has Showed Me Your Needs Are Your Wants

Who Is Even Listening When I'm Screaming Through The Crowd?

Another Month. 30 more days, and a whole fucking load of emotions which sometimes people cant face. People Like Me.

I Dont know what to do. Or how to handle it. In the past year things have changed for me. not neccessarily for the better, but im clarifying things more. Im not messing with hearts anymore or falling in love in a matter of seconds. Otherwise im doing the world bad.

Learn to love the unneccessary :)

Music Sits Inside The Soul Of Me

Whether it is Indie Or Metal, My life coulnt possibly be the same without it. Here are the list of artists and bands i hold close to my heart. In some form of order lol


Bring Me The Horizon, Black Veil Brides, Three Days Grace,Heights, Escape The Fate, BlessThfall, Murderdolls, Emilie Autumn, The Used, Slipknot, Stone Sour, As I Lie Dying, Trivium, Bleed From Within, The Blackout,Lacuna Coil, Nine Inch Nails, The Birthday Massacre, We are The In Crowd, Avenged Sevenfold, One Night Only , Flyleaf, All Time Low, Breathe Carolina, Young Guns, Green Day, Karnivool,Angelspit, Nightwish, 30 Seconds To Mars,Marilyn Manson ,The Devil Wears Prada,The Pretty Reckless, Within Temptation, Glamour Of The Kill, LetLive,Times Of Grace, Korn, Muse, Mindless Self Indulgence, Refused, Framing Hanley,Vanity Beach, Jimmy Eat World, Two Door Cinema Club, Madina Lake,Lostprophets, Muse, My Passion.

From time to time i will update this so for now i bid you adue.

DroppingDeadOutcast -_- Signing out!

It's been a while hasn't it

My Joker, my jester, my god forsaken clown
The reason why the twilight comes
As i wear my hollow crown


So many things have changed since i spoke long ago.
I thought of many dreams
nightmares from below

A hardship engraved in a token of embelishment
A quizzicle pacifier
is the riddle for my torment

I think of many rhymes, i think of many words
I think of what my life will bring
as i am the hollow blackbird

I just thought of each line and just wrote it, my plea for you is,

If you want something, grab it with both hands
Rip up peoples remarks
and throw them in the sands

Because you are all that matters
And you count for all
March beside Lucifer

Be brave little girl!

Awaken from the eternal- for Kosta :) helped me so much

As i wandered for the eternal
my ankles bitten and caught
A passion for poison wire
Or so my soul thought

My heart entwined
with harpischord playing
the rustling of dead roses
For what are they gaining?

Four dreams and a dreamcaster
his violin for a friend
capturing the melody
will this nightmare ever end?

he punctured the rhythm
but savoured the rhyme
he held out his hand
to grasp his hand in mine

We danced on the lake
to see our loves reflection
encased by the water lillies
the perfect connection

The future of Laura Valentine

The following, are my goals in life:

Stay on until 6th form

Work in english(teach, author, poet)

Marry, and be devoted to my partner forever and always, no divorcing!

But a property in Thailand or Japan, the places there are so beautiful, the floors are transparent, so you can see the water underneath, , and the ceiling above is made of glass, what coulbe better than resting with ur beloved under the stars

Have children, i dont want to die without them, thats what women were put on this Earth to do, i even have the perfect names, Jennifer and Leon.

Die next to my partner, the person i spent every loving moment with throughout my days, i want to be buried, not cremated, so thats a warning for you

My darling angel

This is quite a picture, it is one of my favourites, it is also a very popular picture amongst people, one more thing, i have decided to put my poems on here, thought it might let u grasp who i am as a person, also one last thing, gonna put my alter ego up here (Autumn De Luca)